http://say-nine.com This Is Going To Hurt You More Than It Hurts Me Fri, 03 Feb 2012 19:42:56 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 http://say-nine.com/02/the-beautiful-dimming-light/ http://say-nine.com/02/the-beautiful-dimming-light/#comments Fri, 03 Feb 2012 19:42:56 +0000 Saynine http://say-nine.com/?p=709 . . I like it. I like to see the world dim, feel the humming in my ears, the tingle of my fingers. I like to watch him, look him in the eyes as he chokes the light out of mine. I don't fight it, I welcome it. I think I smile, but it's hard to tell. I'm busy feeling. I don't struggle , ,

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