http://say-nine.com This Is Going To Hurt You More Than It Hurts Me Fri, 03 Feb 2012 19:42:56 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 http://say-nine.com/02/the-beautiful-dimming-light/ http://say-nine.com/02/the-beautiful-dimming-light/#comments Fri, 03 Feb 2012 19:42:56 +0000 Saynine http://say-nine.com/?p=709 . . I like it. I like to see the world dim, feel the humming in my ears, the tingle of my fingers. I like to watch him, look him in the eyes as he chokes the light out of mine. I don't fight it, I welcome it. I think I smile, but it's hard to tell. I'm busy feeling. I don't struggle , ,

]]> http://say-nine.com/02/the-beautiful-dimming-light/feed/ 1 http://say-nine.com/02/return-of-the-mindfuck/ http://say-nine.com/02/return-of-the-mindfuck/#comments Thu, 02 Feb 2012 08:04:42 +0000 Saynine http://say-nine.com/?p=686 The warm water ran down her tits in a river as Gypsy let out a scream that was appropriate for her murder. She grasped at her throat, knowing that she had been cut and the blood poured down her. "No No" she cried over and over. She was sure I had cut her and her blood was draining her life as she cried.

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]]> http://say-nine.com/10/i-am-a-predator/feed/ 20 http://say-nine.com/07/sub-space-wish-you-were-here/ http://say-nine.com/07/sub-space-wish-you-were-here/#comments Tue, 26 Jul 2011 04:59:38 +0000 Saynine http://say-nine.com/?p=503 Subspace for me, is a very deep, relaxed state that feels almost trance like. When I am in subspace, I tend to talk in third person. "Kitty will get that for you, Master." I am very driven by direct orders, and have a hard time thinking for myself.

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]]> http://say-nine.com/07/why-do-you-want-to-hurt-me/feed/ 8 http://say-nine.com/07/informed-consent/ http://say-nine.com/07/informed-consent/#comments Wed, 13 Jul 2011 22:55:35 +0000 Saynine http://say-nine.com/?p=458 I suggested that a weekend would not be enough recovery time and that she should consider taking several days off, which she did. I also asked several times on several days if she understood that the sort of play I had in mind -heavy impact play, including paddles, canes, fists, and well as choking, and intense humiliation and other psychological play- could result in injuries that could result in a need for medical intervention. I made it clear that this was not my intent and I would endeavor to prevent this, but that I did need verbal confirmation that she understood. And she did.

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